Life without internet

I noe i wrote this i need internet..!! because i'm in the college library now.. fast internet access.. wuhooo! =D

but for a couple of days ady i dun have any internet connection as i left my laptop and boradband at home..by doing this, i thought i can study.. but i'm so wrong!

Struggling!! i cant stuff anything into my head

my heart feel so sad, because of the way the ppl we respect accuse us, push us into the fire..

sigh...

but i still gotta persevere with that.

now everyday go to friend's room and disturb.. hahahaha..!!

i should have wrote things more serious here.. haha.. wait till i finished my exam la..
bye internet
hello books!














but i noe i'll on FB whenever i got chance..
well, just being honest..! =P

Extend!

When i say the word extend doesnt really mean something become  longer, but in fact, my holidays become shorter..!! yes, our holidays get pulled back, and puan has told us many times CUTI BUKAN HAK KAMU..

I noe cuti not my hak, but, u wanna give us such a big surprise cant u tell us earlier?
I dun like the smell of burning my own money..because i've bought my bus ticket back.. seriously.. arghh

suddenly, all of the sem 3 students gotta stay back 3 days because we lack 3 hours in our co-curriculum..
3 days to pay back 3 hours? That's pretty expensive..
( I'm not grumbling or wad, i'm just complaining.. hahahh.. ><)

We actually can replace the 3 hours these 2 days, but puan maybe love us too much and wanted us to stay back and plan for sukaneka so that they can join us.. how funny.. =.=

And other semester they can just help out, only semester 3..
why? just because we didnt join for the bowling competition the other day?
we actually got pretty good reason and i dun think it's really our fault, but they just dont accept it.
HEY! even it is our fault, we've already kena screw by our penyelaras, and it's so long ago,
why do u have to keep on repeating on our mistakes? like an old spoilt radio

so sorry, i think i've just lost my respect towards you..

and now, SAKIT HATI.. hohohoh



anyway, just wanna scribble here and there a bit..

fuh! finals coming soon.. i just need to write things out to release my stress!!
haha.. gotta be hardworking from now.. ( that's wad i told myself eveyday.. >< )


bubye!!

Bromance?

hahaha.. conversation between guys usually very funny and unexpected.. but all these makes them call each other BROTHER. =)


My family and i went for lunch yesterday in Simpang Kuala, we met my brother's friend, which they didnt meet for 8 months i think..

His friend saw him straight away : WEI! like, very loud..!!
then his friend straight away say: 你去哪里了？ 我以为你死了！！


i dun understand, but close guys always talk lydat..

then my bro shoot back : 你死我都还没有死咯！
then he simply pull a chair and sit down and start their HAHAHAHA conversation..

they are kinda rude but close friends will never be too polite and kind..

BUT, as for gals, kinda hard to find friends that can shoot without worrying that they will get offended. I'm lucky i found one! =)

=(

 I was struggling, i dunno whether i should blog about this or not.. but then... so it goes like this,

I went to a ceramah yesterday, a ceramah bout gagasan 1 Malaysia..
the ceramah was okay.. and they gave each and everyone who attend the ceramah a goodie bag which consists of posters, badge, some booklet, pamphlet.. I was flipping then something caught my eye, it's a booklet entitled bersih 3.0 yang kotor.. the book really got alot of misleading fact..

in the end, i just wanna say, I'm disapponited with this country..


  The front cover.. i tried rotate many times ady but after i upload it's still upside down.. =(

 Tried but still cant rotate.. but thats not the point.. see wad they wrote? ><

here are a little bit of the pages from the book..

800 a month? o.O

Recently got this fuss about the government finally agreed to increase our monthly allowance. which is from RM621.21 to RM 800.00 a month!

I believe that's a super good news for all KKM students..!! but come to think of it, government don't have much money left now, and is facing financial problem.. 800 wor.. we're just student wor..do we really need that big amount? people worked as normal salesman gets only 700++ a month, we just studying only can get 800..and we're staying in hostels which are FOC per month, no need buy car, can but expensive gadgets, canteen got cheap food.... then everyone keep on studying can ady lo? no need work ady.. =.=

BUT, if u really increase our allowance, I'll be glad too..!! heheee... =D
thank you!! <3

Now?

I keep think of updating my blog.. haha.. so long didnt update ady..
yeah! i'm back in Kuala Pilah, which is a super ulu place and the most high class restaurant is KFC..

okay... now i'm in my semester 3!! second year!! =D
this sem has more practical than theory, and i got the chance to enter the labor room!!! cant wait.. but the process of learning sure though.. obstetric.. arghhh.. not easy at all.. =(

Now my hostel cafeteria has changed to u eat u pay system, which i can save a lot..!! wheee... but for now, 2 weeks since my semester started, i only eat in the canteen once only.. cauz the food really not nice to eat.. sigh..

and i'm planning to learn guitar, with the money that i saved, i planned to buy a nice guitar.. but didnt tell my mum though.. she sure wont allow me to do that.. my piano learn halfway then stop because no time to continue.. that time SPM leh..

again and again. i keep posting random random and lame stuff.. but my blog rarely got ppl read.. so nvm la.. =)

........

my bro started his new life too.. in Lincoln college in Mantin.. taking business management!! kinda jealous of him.. haa.. cauz he study in private college, more freedom and more relax, unlike here, bound with different different rules and regulation.. sighhhh..


and then and then i started my english class again.. this sem is lesser, we only need to take 16 hours of english, which means only 8 classes!! wheeeee.... =D that's the good news.. but the bad news is, i super dun like our new lecturer.. i mean, she's kinda weird.. how can she tell us that she hates her whole family, rebellious, ran away from home and stuff? and then she say she wanna get married to an older guy which his wife died so that she got children.. arghhh.. she's weird!!!! but maybe she just like to be the centre of attention.. cant imagine juz now she actually use 1 and a half hour to talk about herself.. i'm super bored and not interested at her bio data at all.. oppsss.. sorry to say that.. haha..

weird hostel rules, need off lights before 12am.. so after my english class, basically dun have much time for myself ady..

and the sad sad thing is now the lecture room dun have any wifi anymore..!! =(
used to download stuff and FB-ing before the lecturer enters.. now cant ady..

but nvm, i should be paying more attention in my studies..!! =)


------------------ LOG OFF----------------------- BUBYE.. =D

saja.. xD

朋友，不会背叛你..
背叛你的就不是你的朋友..
既然不是朋友，
那有什么好难过的？

Results!!

yes, results are out today.. finally..!!! xD

but my CGPA dropped.. from 3.45 to 3.29
i think i did quite well in theories, out of 6 subjects, i managed to get 4.00 for 2 subjects and 3.67 for another 2 subjects.. my practical (OSCE ) is the worst! 2.67, compared to last sem (4.00  ><)

because of that, my pointer drop!! =( because OSCE contains 3 credits.. others score worse than me theories but managed to get higher pointer than me because of their good pointer in OSCE..


arhhhh.... need to focus more for osce in sem 3!!!!!

but at least, our batch get 100% passing rates in theories and i get my 3 pointer..

and seriously thank God that i can pass my OSCE.. =)

Uncle PSY..!!

I finished my exam and supposed to post about my skin and echo experienced, but that one later lah.. i straight away enter 7A (male medical) after my finals and got this indian uncle admitted on my 3rd day in 7A. i start meeting this uncle on my 4th day of work..

This uncle is having psoriasis, a type of skin disease which cant be root treated but only can control it not to make it not that worse.

So, that afternoon, I have to bring him to skin clinic for the skin specialist to follow up his case. He looked okay but he dun wan to get up from his bed ( and his bed full of his 'scale'- the dead skin flakes ). so i asked him to get up and sit on the wheelchair then he wake up SLOWLY and sit by the bed, shake shake his leg and say : tak boleh! tak boleh! and... STARTED TO CRY. okay, i was really shocked, like that also need cry a?

then finally, he got himself sit on the wheelchair, out of curiosity, i just asked : uncle, mana bini? and then he started to cry AGAIN! (that type of half fake half cry.. ><) and say : tak da, larii....
okay, my bad, shouldnt ask him that question..

juz to add, he's a big oversized uncle, to be rude a bit, he's fat..!! so imagine, i have to use a lot of strength to push the wheelchair.. ish ish.. haha.. super heavy.. then when going to reach the skin clinic the door became smaller so the wheelchair ter-knock the side of the door, the uncle shouted : LU MAU SAYA MATI KE?

wei wei wei..!!! kena knock one is the wheelchair, not him! and i no strength to control la.... juz now cry, now shout.. =.=


then when wanna go inside the skin clinic, that uncle say wan wait outside, ask me to send his file inside and wait for his turn then only come out and push him in..wa.. like a boss!!
OH PLEASE LA, i'm his maid, personal assistance or wad?! and we're not suppose to leave the patient on his own..
so, i insisted to push him in ( and he started to cry again.. @@)

then straight away go in to see the skin specialist, and the doctor havent even say a word, he started to cry and say: doktor macam ini bagi saya mati la doktor, tolongla doktor...

then the specialist at first tell him cannot like that la, must think for future la, will be better la, bla bla bla.. then he talk a bit, cry a lot, so the specialist say if wan cry go aside cry first.. that day he last came ady cried for 2 hours.. hahahaha.. i wanted to laugh ady by that time...later on the specialist say he's emotionally unstable, so gonna refer him to psy clinic!! that's wad imma thinking from the start!! hahahahaha... =P

after a quick examine, the specialist asked why didnt help him put on his cream/medicine..
i said i dunno cauz he admitted last night while i'm not working, so the specialist later on call the staff nurse in charge and the sister to come down to the skin clinic for explanation..
actually, he said he apply the cream ady, and now he go and tell the specialist that we dun wan to apply cream for him.. =.=

okay, while waiting for the specialist to write his case file, we waited outside, and then he start again: ah moi! sini manyak sejuk..
where got cold la..?? =.= and his fats more than me, but i still push him to the corridor which dun have air cond.. but he keeps on complaining cold la, so, i decide to IGNORE him..
after awhile he start with a new stuff: ah moi! nak pergi kencing la..
then i say will bring him to the toilet later on when we go back to the ward, then he shouted: tak boleh tahan la..!! lu mau say kencing sini ke? sekarang saya kencing sini..!!

by that time i'm pissed off ady, feel like giving him a big slap..

i wanted to ignore him one, then the PPK there bring the key to open the toilet door.. juz now wan go down the bed also cant, no wan go toilet can stand pulak.. =.=  seriously..... =.=

so later on bring him back and to the ward and finally things settled down AWHILE..

still got incidence, but i  lazy to type out ady, luckily this 2nd week in 7A, i'm incharge of the acute cubicle, workload is much more than the normal cubicle but at least the patient there are quite nice and co-operative..


hahahahha.. long post! thanks for reading.. =P

Finals!!!

and yes, my finals are coming soon!! This monday.. =(
as for my mid sem, i didnt really do well la, especially surgical nursing1, out of 15 marks, i just get 9.5 and for OSCE, the 5%, i juz manage to get 3.1%.. sad sad.. =(

I'm super super super worry for my Anatomy and physiology, frankly, i'm dun have the biology brain.. but since God put me in this position, I believe He'll bail me out when i'm in trouble.. =D

I entered skin clinic and echo ( check heart one) last thurs and fri.. a very very nice experience, and not so tiring lah.. =D and I'll blog about it after my exams, with pictures! xD

oh well, i just need to make myself study for now~ S.T.U.D.Y~!!!!

JIA YOU SEM2! Let's pass this exam together with 0% failure!! =D aza aza fighting! ^^

My 1 day experience in CCU

As for sem2 , we got chance to enter CCU, which is coronary care unit. According to wikipedia, CCU s a hospital ward specialized in the care of patients with heart attacks, unstable angina, Cardiac dysrhythmia and various other cardiac conditions that require continuous monitoring and treatment.

Okay, most of my frens enter CCU will say it sucks! haha,, because the staff nurse very very fierce,  and the patients looks critical which we'll have no idea wad to do at all.. For me, it's kinda bored la, cauz no handsome doctors.. haha.. juz kiddin.. =P

The CCU juz got 2 room, 1 on the right, 1 on the left hand side, every room consists only 4 patient, 1 staff nurse take care of 2 patient.. out of the 8 beds, 7 occupied, 4 male and 3 female.. the CCU room just mixed up all male and female, but of course, the space between the beds are wide enough.. and yea, it's FULLY AIR-COND!!! me likey.. xD

haha.. seriously la, i'm kinda lucky today, the staff nurse that guide me is a very very nice young lady, she teaches me lots of stuff.. =D and and and, i got chance to see fresh MI ( ppl juz suffer from myocardial infarction).. can study case larh.. =)

and got chance to see doctor do femoral catheter to a patient that need go dialysis..  

CCU's observation chart really 1 big piece, almost like the size of the skul table ady.. haha.. and the weird stuff is do ECG in the ward use sterile water, water is another kind of conductor, not a big problem la, but, for patients which got lots of chest hair, really very hard..the lead keep falling off, until like pek chek ady.. ( normally we use ECG gel )

haha.. this is one of the fail ECG.. xD


anyway, nice experience in CCU.. =) Thank God for that..

Diet pills? o.O

Today is my first day in 6B (female medical ward), my last ward, which is 8B (female surgical ward) is such a disaster, i would not like to blog about it.. haha..

okay, back to the topic, I'm in charge of the acute cubicle today (yea, some one did pass away today, asystole.. >.<) that's not the point.. haha..

erm.. there was this 1 old malay lady, in her fifties, she was swelling with red spots for her whole body, (allergic la.. )wan touch also scared.. and the worst part is her mouth, swelling, sorry to say, really like sausage and with pus on her lips(nanah..!!!!) She cant even eat stuff and swallow, really really pity..

Causes of these are diet pills, she took diet pills then her body become like that..

Due to patient's privacy, cant take picca.. but hereby warning to all girls, wanna eat diet pills? wan a fast way to slim down? WHERE GOT SUCH THING SO NICE?? PLEASE THINK LA.. tq.. :)

heartless??

There's this patient in the ward admitted because of suicide case.. He drank dunno wad poison (forgot ady >.< ) for 500ml, even the staff nurses in the ward amazes that he can still live..
I was working morning shift but the patient admitted in the afternoon. that's my second day of practical..

I only met that patient the next day, and he was transferred from acute cubicle to cubicle C (which not so serious one ). That patient sure give me a big head, he's walking everywhere and refuse to rest properly. He even tried to abscond, make everyone busy looking for him.. I dunno where he went but later on he came back with super dirty clothes and smells really bad..

The staff nurses forced him to go bathe and he's just too DEGIL. I tried to give him clean clothes to wear but he keep saying : nantilah, nantilah.. and lastly throw a tantrum.. HELLO?! he's really dirty la..

then let it be lo...

I took his observation at bout 12pm lydat and realize that his blood pressure was extremely low but heart rate super fast, I informed to the staff nurse and doctor follow him up later.

He was change back to acute cubicle later on at 1 something and then i went back..

the next day, I go to work and realize his bed was empty..

Later on only knew that he passed away yesterday. His family agree that let him die without even using CPR. I cant believe this, they actually just allow him to die without even wanna try when there's enough facilities around.The doctors just have to honour the families decision. and then his brother claimed that they always quarrel.

always quarrel? SO WHAT? both of you belongs to the same family dont you? His life must be bitter as i mentioned he admitted because of suicide case..

I really feel bad for him.. people like this do we call them 冷血动物？Let him die then everything can solve? I dun even noe whether he feel guilty or not..

!!!!!

i really dunno how to title my this blog.. =X

after so long i finally rewrite my blog, it's my 2nd day practical in 7B male medical ward, and the 2nd day of my practical in sem2.. sem2 is really kinda stress and there are really A LOT of procedures that need to do..

SO, today i start off with dressing, care of i/v drip and super simple one, off branula.. (branula is the needle kind of thing that poke into ur skin for iv drip one, off branula basically means take out the whole thing, off drip.)

i'm in charge in cubicle C which today got erm.. 5 patients discharge.. 3 of them discharge at the same time, i was kinda busy taking observations that time, everyone is kinda busy so i have to cover the cubicle C's observation all by myself..
then got 1 staff nurse ask me to off branula for the 3 of them, i think i didnt listen clearly, then I PULLED THE WRONG PATIENT'S BRANULA OUT!!

seriously, i feel super guilty, that poor patient need to be inserted the whole thing once again.. =( ( but luckily the patient's other hand got connected to syringe pump for noradrenaline, then we juz join another tube for i/v.. pheww.. if not....)

i didnt get scolded la, patient also very good, didnt say anything, juz smile and say tak apa tak apa..

gosh, i really really need to be extra careful next time!!

maybe many of u dun understand wad i typed up there, haha..!! nvm la, for those who understand la.. =P