Be tough!

Life is always full of unexpected things..
well.. i'm now working in ward 2B which is female orthopedic..
there was this diabetic patient which already amputate her left foot who has a daughter which is deaf and dumb.. but she daughter is always so cheerful and full of joy which has the ability to make ppl feel happy..
I didnt enter the ward for past 5 days as i'm having revision class in my college.. that sunday i entered the ward at bout 1.45pm.. not long after that a patient collapse, which is like SUDDENLY.. i peep through the curtains and realise it was the woman and then i saw her daughter sobbing not very far from there..
i was busy with my work and i left the acute cubicle but i can see from far the doctors are trying their best to save that woman..
but sadly, really sadly, the woman pass away not more an hour..
the woman's relative came and i can seriously say they dun visit her when she's alive.. only her daughter is so faithfully coming everyday to clean and feed her mum..
after giving time for them to mourn, we are suppose to do LO for the dead.. i can hear the brokenness and the heart break weep outside the curtain..
that gal must be very very sad.. all the while she got only her mum and that's what makes her live on.. i couldnt do anything but gently tap on her shoulders.
i know i may not meet her anymore but i really wanna say, be tough! your life still have a long way to go.. God bless you..

sesat journey to port dickson and some other stuff in my college..

YES!! I do went to Port Dickson although now is only my third week here.. so fast ryte?? Still remember the day when we ( me and a malay gal) came back from PD, we told everyone that we go PD to see sunset.. well, here's the true story:

me and farah ( the malay gal) finish shopping in terminal 1, and then we wanted to go back ady.. the bus didnt stop at the exactly bus stop we came, it stop at the opposite road.. i wanted to press the bell and go down ady, then my fren say no need be so kin chiong la.. wait the bus stop at that exactly bus stop first.. then the bus keep going and going and going.. and then we get nervous, i go and aske the bus driver, GREAT! WE ALMOST REACH PORT DICKSON.. after about 1 hour on the bus.. then, we reach PD, no mood to really go see the sunset also.. switched bus back to seremban town.. and got scold by the bus driver.. >.< he said we pay 1 buck but reach PD, he rugi lah.. ish.. so not bertimbang rasa de.. then we pay 4 bucks for the journey back.. it's actually very cheap la.. and so, we spend 2 hours on the bus!! feeling nausea.. @.@

haha.. end of the PD trip, let's talk about my class schedule..
we only got 3 period per day.. nice ryte?? but our classes are from 8am to 5pm every weekdays.. yeng leh.. it's super TIRED!!
1st period:8-10am
2nd period: 10.30-12.30pm
3rd period: 2-5pm
and for tuesday and thursday:
5.30-6.30pm got sukan!!!
Monday Wednesday Friday
8.15-10.15pm got english class!!
everyday so packed and so many things to study~

My college life

haha.. i cried the first day i enter the college.. i cant believe it.. all malays..!!
i cant mix in and i always feel lonely even right now..

but now i'm slowly adapt to it..

no pics cauz there's something wrong with the bluetooth.. haha..

hmm.. here, it's a bit like my st. john memory.. u see senior, u gotta ucap.. which i feel kinda weird.. and i dun used to call everyone KAKAK..!! but it'sa good practice lah.. makes u respect your senior..

there are 6 major and 1 elective paper u need to take..
1. Health Science 1
2. Health Science 2
3. Behavioral Science 1
4. Nursing Science 1
5. Nursing Science 2
6. Professional practice 1 ( which is working in the hospital!!)

elective:
-English..
say nia elective, everyone is wajib.. =.= seriously i'm lazy to attend la..

oh ya.. and we study psychology.. but sadly it's in malay.. other subjects are in english though.. =)


there are 4 ppl in each room the bed are all double decker.. no stairs to climb.. so for me, i only climb up and down once the whole day.. which is before sleep and after i woke up.. but there's one cool thing, inside every room, there's another small room - the study room.. haha..at least if u wan to study till late at night u dun disturb others ma..

my rommie are all malays.. all 19 years old, which makes me the youngest..
1 is my batch the other 2 is the second semester senior..which they give us lots of idea and suggestion.. they are really good person.. and i thank God for them.. =)


hmm.. the food.. me no likey..! it taste weird and it's very hot..
and we need to pay for it everyday:
breakfast- RM1.50
lunch- RM3.00
dinner-RM3.00
but.. we dun have to wash our cups and plates after meals.. =) hahaha..

here.. it's like NS, roll call every night.. SWEAT!


got the text books 2 days ago, VERY VERY THICK BOOKS..
and ukur badan for the uniform yesterday..
class will officially start TOMORROW.. =D
and.. ORIENTATION is finally OVER!!!!! ^^


i need to strive hard to achieve good results.. and i want to be different..

still got lots of stuff.. hopefully can write next time.. xD
thanks for reading.. =P

The SF i see now.. =)

well, earlier there's some gina come to my house for inter-school meeting..
i asked Ji Xun before, why my house? Then he say if in skul very ma huan.. oklo, acceptable reason..
that morning i didnt involve in any of their discussion, juz observing.. ( but i got use camera to disturb them lah.. =P ）

hmm... i wanna thank God that i can see them growing.. like, really A LOT!! =)
proud to see that.. hehe.. (but afternoon session i dunno.. =P)

the way they handle stuff, handle ppl who disappear for no reason is really mature..I'm really glad that they can see things in a different perspective.. ( if it's me i'll kill that person already~ haha)

Next, the sharing meeting.. last tuesday i think..
Chin Jie is sharing, frankly, i'm a bit shocked that she can share so well, though she's nervous at the beginning, but her sharing really have the ability to catch ppl's heart and make ppl sit quietly and listen.. for a first timer, way to go gal!! =D haha.. do keep it up ya..

and then for Zi Kang, can see that he has successfully polish his his leadership quality.. hehe.. now he can wrap up a whole meeting very very nature and good..


and..wad else..?? haha.. i believe there's a lot of improvement for the year 2011..(some no need mention ady lah.. haha..) i hope that more would come..xD


For the inter-school meeting, i might be going, might not be..

but i sincerely pray and ask it will be a success.. God bless you guys~ love u all.. hehe



加油 ppl。。。!! =）

First Time Driving after i get my P.. xD

Oh yea!! first time driving on the road legally~ for those who wan to be my first passenger, so sorry, my dad took the place. haha..

okay, guess where i go??
haha.. nothing much la..
juz go in keat hwa and make a couple of rounds.. xD


at first my dad stop at the road side and ask me to take over.
okay, i sat in the driver seat, forgot to check everything except adjust the seat.. kena shoot first time..=P
and then, i'm not driving yet, i dunno why, i keep laughing..then my dad say:

驾车不要笑的的啦，你笑什么？？ serious 一点！！

okay.. kena shoot 2nd time..!!


but but overall was okay la.. i kena shoot a few more times after that but i lazy to type out ady la.. =P


later on i asked my dad, for a first timer, i drive better or kor kor drive better??
then my dad say: of course is you la!! haha..
okay.. today i'm seriously hyper ady!!

anyone dares to sit my car next time?? xD

Supa Tweens Camp~

This is wad my group drew on the first day on the hand print art session..(we used 2 paper as we wet our first one) and all of them are suppose to use their fingers but they ended up using their palm.. =.= haha..

On the first day i was like asking, why my group seems a little different from another group? they seems more hyperactive.. haha.. true enough, my group ppl are hyperactive!I believe the kids learned a lot and me myself learned a lot too.. I'm not a very good leader and sometimes really dunno how to handle my group.. i get frighten and dun even noe how to answer their question and talk more to them even though before that i've think of many many things to say.. Later on, things get better when Jennifer asked Jynn help me in my group.. seriously, she's a PRO! there's so much things i can learn from her..like how to talk with the kids, how to answer their question and stuff.. =)

I lead worship with Samantha and Hannah there.. well, for me, it's kinda tough as I dun really worship lead in my church.. haha!! and for the kids, we need to do more action songs and less 'worship' song~ >.< hard task..xD but on the last day, some aunties told me we've did a great job.. it was a GREAT ENCOURAGEMENT! if the future, i would like to overcome my stage fright and try to song lead more~ haha..
still remember the kids love this song the most:

With Christ in the Vessel
With Christ in the vessel
We can smile at the storm
Smile at the storm } 2X

** With Christ in the vessel
We can smile at the storm
As we go sailing home

Sailing, sailing home } 2X
Back to **

i dunno bout the other group, but i sure noe that kedah ppl still very addicted to this song even on our journey home~ kakaz..

well, secara konklusinya, a brand new experience for me and at least i didnt go home empty handed.. =) and and and, to all my group members, i'll miss u all!! =D

I tried to upload a few more photos but it juz stucked there.. oh well.. =)

SOT JOR

okay~ i dun believe this is happening~ but i FAIL my JPJ~ aww..
hopefully can pass next time!! so, today = moody~
tomorrow is family day of FGC, in keat hwa.. =.=
everyone not suppose to go to skul tomorrow because of wesak, but for me, it's compulsory~
aiyoyo.. since my house is so near, i MIGHT cabut after lunch~ xD

我想说。。

哈哈~换心情，用华语。。xD
读了一篇文章，有点像我先在的心情~
文章内容：

你曾經令我快樂過.
也曾經令我傷心過.
可我還是那麼愛你.
但我不知道.你究竟有沒有真心的愛過我.
我常常在等待.
等待你上msn.
等待你上facebook.
可是這從來只是我的幻想.
可能永遠不會實現.
我不介意你愛別人.
我不介意.你一腳踏兩船
我不介意.你與別的女孩談話.
只要你曾經有一刻是真心喜歡我.
我就心滿意足了.
當你生病時. 我會關心你. 擔心你.
我常常在想.
你究竟喜歡誰呢.
雖然我口中我常說.
他喜歡誰並不重要.
只要我真心喜歡他就可以了.
但其實我心中常想.
如果你是喜歡我就好了..
你經常在我心中徘徊. 當我想起你時.
總是會情不自禁地笑起來.
這就証明.你是我愛的人.
雖然你可能不知道.不理會.不明白.不體會. 可是我最在乎的人.還是你



哈哈~或许有点夸张啦。。
曾经某个朋友说过，一个男孩会让人以为他爱上你，其实他并没有；相反的，一个女孩会让你误以为她没爱上你，但其实她已经爱你爱到无法自拔咯~


哎呀，应该告诉自己，现在还不是谈恋爱的时候。。！等出去读书先吧。。
差一点就爱上你了，差一点。。。。 （=

NS..!!

Our Alpha Flag~ ^^



okay, my NS life~ it's been 2 months++ since my ns.. well, i have to admit, I miss my NS frens!! but not the classes of course.. =P
Wad i like about NS is that we actually can mix with other races.. well, to be frank, i dun even like to mix with malays and indians b4 this, but i actually found out that they're quite awesome to mix with lah~ we even can gossip till late at night.. =P

i can still remember that i actually forced myself to write diary everyday no matter how tired i am.. some of the things i wrote are really lame, but some, even now, i can still feel my emotions and mood at that time while reading it back.. i'm grateful that i didnt give up.. hehe..
we chinese alpha gals basically got 2 gang la, Dorm G and dorm H gang, we dun have our meals and stuff together (most likely la) but we're not enenies lah.. sometimes, we'll gossip together.. (i noe, gossip again) barely can remember our dear michel's face and expression.. xD

everyone starts to get busy when we get our phone, fighting over charger and counting turns juz to charge their phone. and this is the time you can see everyone's using different style chatting on da phone. 什么 pattern 都有.. xD for us, one of our entertainment is to wait for that someone to sms our wenchin.. xD and then we'll giggle and laugh together.. while the others are sleeping~ haha

oh ya, Deying, Qian Hui and wen chin celebrated their bdae there.. and then we started calling ppl who reach 18 'lao za bo' while the 17++ 'si gina'.. and it's still applicable till today... haha..


their birthday cake~ =D secret recipe, pure choc cake.. can still remember that the cake havent spoil after one week in the locker... wow~!


there are also some really cool experience like urm, shooting?? i think i like that the most.. it might be my first and last time of taking M-16.. i dunno wad is my mark, that's kinda sad.. but i'm glad that i at least hit the target.. xD



the empty shells of M-16.. we're not suppose to keep them.. =( and they make us sumpah..


and.. i donated blood there!! haha.. my first time and am proud of it~ can still remember that out of the 10 chinese alpha gals only me, fern, ying and charissa donated.. it's kinda special memory and u actually got 1 day of MC.. =D the best part of it! haha..

haha! that's my bood, O type.. =D i think i really siao liao, uploaded these kind of pics.. haha,,


the only day we need to cook is wira jaya, the day we're suppose to stay in the forrest.. (kononnya..) we've been trick by all the jurulatih walk around for very very very very long and then reach a place which is walking distance 2 mins from our camp site.. =.= the hard part is, we're all having really big and heavy bags..

the tents we've build.. pretty nice huh?? but it was a really horrible experience.. built tent in the rain.. get wet then dry by the wind.. Thank God that bo one is sick~ >.<


and of course, the food..

we're given sardine too cook.. and cabagges and salted fish and rice....



and we used this instead of fire wood.. =D which is quite easy to use..

well... i'm a bit lazy to write ady.. wad i have to say is that NS 让我活得更加精彩！！ =D haha!




all of us each get RM 10 before we go back.. haha..




potato chips tragedy that happen in dorm H.. credits given to miss fern.. =D




the first morning we got camera to use. photo time taken: 6 something in the morning~ xD




the padang sasar.. for shooting~ =D



the real barbecue! well, we did have one fake one with the others.. but this one is juz mainly for those who are going back home a day later.. like the alor setar ppl..


empty dorm.. ='(




the last day.. ALpha Alor Setar and SP gang~




last but not least, the gifts we exchanged =D mine is the red cup~ planned to use when i go for my further studies.. hehe..

Haha!! xD

Blog a blog, so long didnt touch u ady.. muz be full of moss now.. =P
i was thinking wanna write my ns experience, my taiwan and singapore trip, my SPM, my results and all sort of small small stuff that happens in my life to this blog.. but, 1 word can conclude that, I'm LAZY!! xD
well, i'll post out my NS experience.. really! haha.. that's a promise i give myself..
I finally pass my QTI, but my JPJ test is in 16th of May! since i dun have any car to practice, really scared that i'll fail.. haih..
My QTI today was a bit horrible, my 3 penjuru juz ngam ngam nia.. haha...
but wad i dun like is the jalan raya thingy, i didnt go to the real laluan.. juz go out awhile , U-turn then come back.. WAD THE? so irresponsible...