heartless??

There's this patient in the ward admitted because of suicide case.. He drank dunno wad poison (forgot ady >.< ) for 500ml, even the staff nurses in the ward amazes that he can still live..
I was working morning shift but the patient admitted in the afternoon. that's my second day of practical..

I only met that patient the next day, and he was transferred from acute cubicle to cubicle C (which not so serious one ). That patient sure give me a big head, he's walking everywhere and refuse to rest properly. He even tried to abscond, make everyone busy looking for him.. I dunno where he went but later on he came back with super dirty clothes and smells really bad..

The staff nurses forced him to go bathe and he's just too DEGIL. I tried to give him clean clothes to wear but he keep saying : nantilah, nantilah.. and lastly throw a tantrum.. HELLO?! he's really dirty la..

then let it be lo...

I took his observation at bout 12pm lydat and realize that his blood pressure was extremely low but heart rate super fast, I informed to the staff nurse and doctor follow him up later.

He was change back to acute cubicle later on at 1 something and then i went back..

the next day, I go to work and realize his bed was empty..

Later on only knew that he passed away yesterday. His family agree that let him die without even using CPR. I cant believe this, they actually just allow him to die without even wanna try when there's enough facilities around.The doctors just have to honour the families decision. and then his brother claimed that they always quarrel.

always quarrel? SO WHAT? both of you belongs to the same family dont you? His life must be bitter as i mentioned he admitted because of suicide case..

I really feel bad for him.. people like this do we call them 冷血动物？Let him die then everything can solve? I dun even noe whether he feel guilty or not..